Keyboard, that bleeds!

शादी हुए एक साल से ज्यादा हो गया है.. लेकिन आज भी न जानें क्यों विकास को कहीं न कहीं लगता है कि कभी न कभी तो रोशनी लौट आएगी… लौटा आएगी विकास के पास शायद अपने वादों को निभाने या फिर उसे मासूम प्यार के लिए जो न रिश्ते समझते थे और न ही परिस्थिति, समझते थे तो केवल प्यार… रोशनी की शादी हो जाने के बाद भी विकास आगे न बढ़ पाया था लेकिन इस बात का एहसास ही उसे करीब दो साल बाद हुआ. रोशनी ने जब फोन पर कहा कि किसी और के साथ उसका रिश्ता तय हो गया तो विकास ने ठान लिया कि अब न वह रोशनी को फोन करेगा और नहीं रोशनी की निजी जिंदगी में दखल देगा… मन में ऐसा ठन विकास ने करीब सालभर रोशनी से बात करने की कोशिश तक न की... रोशनी की शादी हो जाने के बाद कही महीनों तक वह खुद को समझाता रहा कि रोशनी नहीं तो कोई और कभी न कभी अपने हाथ में दिया लिए उसकी अंधियारी जिंदगी में आएगी… लेकिन उसे कहां पता था कि वह अब तक रोशनी से आगे बढ़ ही नहीं पाया था… वह अब भी वहीं खड़ा था.. खड़ा था उस रोशनी के इंतजार में जिससे उनसे बुढ़ापा साथ बितानी का वादा लिया था… उस रोशनी के इंतजार में जिसके जिस्म से नहीं बल्कि उसके हो...

So here it is... back after almost a year... The last time I opened my blog and wrote a piece   (सरकारी प्रेम कहानी)  was Sept. 20th, 2017... Representative Image (Credit: Digit ) It was a lazy noon of Sunday and Vikas was tired of being home for the last four days. He had no one to talk to and nothing to do in these four days. So this Sunday evening he decided to call his old friends... but which old friends? On the journey of accomplishing the  Busy Professional tag, he had lost contact of almost everyone from his university. But in the desire to talk with some old friends, he started scrolling down his 600-contacts phonebook, and all of sudden his finger stopped at the name of a person whom he met only once in 2015. This name was "Shama Khan, Noida" He paused for a minute and scenes from 2015 started to run through his mind. Shama Khan, The same Shama Khan who was not merely his Facebook friend but also a senior in the industry, made his finger stop at...

इस मॉडर्न हो चुके जमाने में भी कई सदियों पीछे थी उनकी सो कॉल्ड प्रेमकथा। उसे केंद्र सरकार की योजनाओं की तरह फंड तो मिलता था लेकिन हकीकत में उसका उपयोग न हो पाता था। वट्सएप और फेसबुक की दुनिया से दोनों मुखातिब तो थे। लेकिन पुरानी फिल्मों की तरह मॉडर्न पत्राचार ब्लॉग के जरिए ही होता था।  वह रात में उल्लू की तरह बैठकर लिखता तो वह वहां सात समुद्र पार भोर में उठी किसी गौरेया की तरह उसे पढ़ती।  कभी गुस्साती या शर्माती तो 12 रुपये प्रति मिनट की कॉल दर से यहां इस उल्लू को नींद से जगा देती। कभी हफ्ते-15 दिन में दोनों अपनी स्टोरी के लो बजट को भूल, 80-90 मिनट तक बातें ही करते रहते। पता नहीं क्या मिलता था ऐसी बातों से...  खैर, अब न और पत्राचार होगा और न ही कॉल रेट की टेंशन... गुड बाय... टेक केयर, विथ लव फ्रॉम इंडिया

"रख सकते हो तुम मेरे कंधे पर हाथ" सर के पीछे विकास का हाथों को महसूस कर रोशनी ने कहा...  "अधिकार नहीं है मुझे... I don't have the rights" हाथों को झट से नीचे खींचते हुए विकास ने कहा था  "अच्छा!! ज़रूरी है कि हर किसी चीज़ के लिए राइट हो ?" "हहम्म...हाँ! ज़रूरी है" दोनों चुप चाप चलने लगे... दोनों को जल्दी थी। विकास को ऑफ़िस पहुँचना था और रोशनी को घर। लेकिन बावजूद इसके दोनो के क़दम जैसे बढ़ ही नहीं रहे थे। कॉफ़ी हाउस से मेट्रो की तरफ़ बढ़ते उनके क़दम के बीच कहीं ख़ामोशी, कोई सन्नाटा था! इस बीच दोनों के हाथों की छोटी ऊँगली कब एक दूसरे के साथ हो गयी पता ही नहीं चला। राजीव चौक से रोशनी को घर जाने के लिए येलो लाइन की मेट्रो पकड़नी थी तो विकास को ऑफ़िस जाने के लिए स्टेशन के बाहर से ऑटो! रोशनी ने ज़िद्द की कि मुझे मेट्रो स्टेशन के अंदर तक तो छोड़ दो।  "यार मुझे ऑफ़िस के लिए लेट हो रहा है... मुझे निकलना है..." "अच्छा... तो चल तेरे ऑफ़िस चलते हैं। मैं वहाँ से मेट्रो ले लूँगी " "ठीक है... This is good" मुँह बनाते...

I wrote these lines in Rishikesh.   "वो नदी सी बहती है, मैं पत्थर सा मिल जाता हूं वो आगे नई हो जाती है, मैं वहीं खड़ा रह जाता हूं ताकत है, शक्ति है वो न जाने कितनों की आफत है, प्यार से मिलती है, छूकर किनारा मेरा सब ले जाती है माया है, छाया है न जाने कैसी वो काया है, पहचानकर कर भी न जाने क्यों उसने ठुकराया है"

''Oye Sardar 12 Baj Gaye!'' This is what people used to say to tease Sardar  friends! But is it really cool! People say Sardars can do anything if it is 12'o Clock! Whenever I used to hear such lines I feel bad! So I just tried to break this stereotyping with my friends. We went to the centre of Delhi, Connaught Place and asked one of our friend to stand in public with a board!! He did same and the way people responded was unexpected! Watch what happened that day in CP : Don't forget to Subscribe Mute Voices here.

#RidingDiary01: Damdama Lake, Delhi to Sohna It was my week off and I had no plans for the day! I called up my friend and we decided to have a long ride of my Royal Machine, Bullet Classic 350. So we headed towards Damdama Lake, Sohna. It was an awesome trip for us. Check out what we did in video here :

My Facebook new feed was flooded with the #UdtaPunjab. The censorship imposed on the Anurag Kashyap's Udta Punjab turned into a controversy. Team Udta Punjab challenged the 91 cuts of Udta Punjab in Mumbai High Court. This gained quick support for the Anurag's Udta Punjab. Udta Punjab stars Alia Bhatt, Shahid Kapoor, Kareena Kapoor and Diljit Dosanjh. It is directed by Abhishek Chaubey. Me and my team Mute Voices, decided to ask out the opinion of Delhi's youth about the censorship of Udta Punjab. This is what we got :   If you like this video then please give us thumbs up (Y), If you stand with freedom of speech then please Share this video and don't forget to  Subscribe Mute Voices  

Dear Seniors, We never know where our way is taking us, whom we are going to meet and who will inspire us to continue our journey! In my college life a lot of people inspired me to purse my dreams and my passion. But I want to thanks my three seniors who intentionally or unintentionally inspired me and boosted me to do what my heart says. Nagesh Mishra The College Topper Nagesh Mishra was the first person who inspired me to do good in academics. I was informed that no one can score more than Nagesh Mishra in academics. He is not a bookworm, he is a true scholar. This inspiration helped me to score more than 90% and secure first rank in my class. If he wasn't there then I couldn't build up my that image of studious student lol! Hem Nath Mishra Being a student of Journalism and Mass Communication I'm surrounded by a lot of people who are working or willing to work in Media. But there was a single guy in my college who was a true Journalist and still he is ...

Source The real happiness is in the very moment when you realize that you have achieved your aim. The journey after achieving your aim seems like a pond without ripples. The journey of achieving the aim is full of ups and downs, adventures, fear, happiness, and much more. The more you work hard, the more you celebrate. Some things are easily available for a few people but for few achieving those things can be a challenge. Unfortunately, available things easily aren't valued much by people. It's a human tendency. It is important to earn the things rather than getting them easily. When we earn a thing we work really hard for it! We spend our time, hard work, money, emotions, and much more things on that particular item. Whereas getting the same item as a gift, freebie or heritage decreases its importance. It's important to get the right things with some struggles. So that we can value it. Keep moving! Keep Smiling!

Humayun's Tomb After a few steps, we sat down under the tree. Quite! I could feel her heavy breathe, her hairs were dancing, eye alluring and lips dried! There was enough to talk but we sat quite. I could feel her heavy breath. I looked at her and she leaned her head on my shoulder. I wanted to put my hand on her head but I didn't. She closed her eyes so do I. After a while, she stood and started walking! "Do you trust me?" 'yeah I do' she asked, 'do you think I'm ditching you?' 'No...I mean I know you want to be with...' I whispered. Her watery eyes penetrated my heart! We were helpless! We had no option! We had to move on! I hold her hand and turned her face towards me. Her red nose was shining, breath heavy and lips dried! We looked into each other eyes and then chose were ways!

"I'm fine, thank you"  The most used lie of the world! People greet each other with the same lie each morning. How can someone be fine all the time? I not fine all the time but I do lie! I have thousands of thing happening in my minds at each and every moment but I just say, I'm fine, thank you. And the best part is that no one doubts it! lol! How someone can doubts it ? All are lying it the same way. The way I lie is the way they accept it! I don't have the copyright for this lie nor I'm interested! Every second person is lying, not only for once or twice in day but for many times! Its not because people are liars, it is because they can't trust others! It is because no one has got some much of time to explain each and every thing all the times! For someone this could be a lie! But it is not a lie! It is just an easy escape!

Yeah! The Updated Version of Human, the human who doesn't bother to know who is dying beside him; who is murdered in front of him; who is slaughtered behind him...  The updated version of Human is just busy in penetrating the eye into mobile phone. It doesn't speaks much, look quiet. It's top three speed dial of the phone doesn't include the person who gave birth to him? The new updated version is lost in an world which doesn't exist! Don't force yourself to update this version! Live in a world which belongs to you! Live with family, friends and nature! Don't kill your existence!

Earth has enough resources to fulfill the needs of a person but it is not capable to fulfill all the desires of a single man! Being Satisfied is something when one doesn't desire for much things. This is what brings the happiness. Satisfaction brings the peace to the mind. It makes the mind like a lake full of water without a single wave of thoughts or desire! Nothing else can purify a guilty person unless he doesn't have the peaceful mind, satisfied heart! Sins are the results of the desires, results of endless hunger, results of volcanic mind... Image Source The Bhagwad Gita says, शांति तुल्यां तपो नास्ति तोषान्न परमं सुखम् नास्ति तृष्णापरो व्याधिर्न च धर्मो दयापर: There is no self-purifying process equal to attaining peace of mind and no bliss equal to being satisfied. There is no disease bigger than excessive desires or carving for any worldly things.   Its easy to say but hard to being satisfied. Once a person attains the satisfaction then believe me no sorro...

A new start! A step towards betterment! A step towards a world of equality! By contesting Election and Voting in Saudi Women have created the bench mark for gender equality in male Dominant Society. This year, 2015 has come to the end at least with a single good news from the gulf countries. On one hand where Devils have decided to devastate the world under the mask of Islam on the second had Muslim Women are breaking out of the shell for voting. 978 women are contesting the elections against 5,938 males. The Imposed Rule doesn't allow female contestant to speak to males during their election campaign. They were ordered to speak from behind a screen in public. They did all just to mark their presence.   A state where women are not allowed to work, travel and marry without the consent of guardian has witnessed the women voting and contesting election. This is the time to celebrate! This is the time to enjoy the freedom! This is not the celebration which is limited t...

The National Green Tribunal has ordered no new registration of Diesel Cars in National Capital Delhi till 6th of January. NGT said, there would be no re-registration of the 10 years old Diesel Car in Delhi. Is this sufficient for controlling pollution in Delhi? The roads of national capital are overcrowded by the cars registered in Uttar Pradesh, Haryana and Delhi itself. In this situation does banning new registration of Diesel car in Delhi does make any sense ? Source To skip the Odd and Even Number Car Formula Delhiite can buy two cars of the different number. In case of NGT's new order people can get the Diesel cars from the Noida, Gurgaon or Faridabad. People can use the cars which are registered in UP and Haryana. Its all of us who has fight against Pollution ourself. As it is said, the charity begins at home. We all should switch to Public Transport instead of using personal cars. If banning Diesel cars can help out in fighting pollution then State and Central Gover...

From 1st of Jan. 2016 the odd and even numbered vehicles will ply on Delhi roads on alternate days. The decision of Capital's government is much appreciable.  Don't abandon the next generation from fresh air. ( Image Source ) There are few places in the world where the same had been tried but it couldn't last long. Delhi has the challenge to manage with new rule. Delhi will face many problems too in making this initiative successful. Many will buy vehicles with odd and even number as Bagota, capital of Columbia and Mexico City. Might Delhi government would shut down it with in one or two day as happened in Pairs in 1997 and March 2014. Some Delhiite may spit on government for not improving public transport and making such new rule but this is the time to make a clear stand against pollution. Making effort for making gas chambered Delhi pollution free will catch the eyes from the world. It is the time for all Indians, specially Delhiites to make this experiment su...

Her blog acts like a painkiller to me. Each and every word of her blog penetrates my heart though I love it. We'll discuss the reason behind this later. Today I'm here for something else. "Opposite Charges Attract Each Others" Class 8th Science book reads this while the life allows you to feel it. When I was in class 6th or 5th I read about the water cycle. Sun absorbs the water from the water bodies on the earth and converts it into the clouds. Don't worry I'm not going to explain the whole Water Cycle here. So we were talking about Sun and the water! Sun absorbs the water from each and every water body. It doesn't discriminate Thames and Ganga, it doesn't discriminate the pools of rich and the pond of village, it doesn't discriminate the Citarum and society's drainage. It simply absorbs the water for the cloud and replenish without the same attitude, the no Discrimination Attitude! The same water cycle applies to o...

​ It is good to see someone writing about the women empowerment and feminism and its really makes me feel awesome when I see people practicing these things rather than writing. However I'm not here for defining my version of women empowerment and feminism as lot of good stuffs by great people are already available in the open market. Recently my one of friend vomited (HIS/HER) version of feminism and women empowerment. I was happy to read it. but wait for a while! What women empowerment means! People from different sociology-economical background will flood your mind with different thoughts and views. So do my friends, as they are the part of the society. Let's talk about the venom of my close friend. "If you are educating a girl in Hi-Fi institutions; does that mean you got power to impose your decision.  Did she ask you, ‘Dad, I want to study in this or that’? Freak, she was a kid. You decided it may be you wanted to show off the community that you ...

देश  का पेट भरने वाला किसान आज अपने लिए ही दो जून की रोटी के लिए बिलखता नजर आ रहा है। ऐसा पहली बार नहीं हुआ है कि जब किसान की ऐसी दुर्गती हुई हो। आज के खेत-खलिहानों में काम करने वाला किसान बचपन से ही कई त्रासदी देखता आ रहा है। सरकारी अपराध व्यूरो की मानें तो सन 1995 से दो लाख सत्तर हजार 940 किसान अत्महत्याएं कर चुके हैं। जिनके  पीछे एक पूरा परिवार अपंग व असहाय हो जीने के लिए मजबूर गांवों में धक्के खा रहा है। उन परिवारों की सूध लेने के लिए न तो कभी देश की   पीएम मोदी  पहुंचते हैं न ही राहुल बाबा। इधर इस बीच ओलावृष्टि की मार दोबारा सहने के कारण से मीडिया ने जरूर किसानों को खेत खलिहानों से निकाल टीवी व अखबारों में पेश कर दिया हो लेकिन सच यही है कि देश का पेट भरने वाले भूखे किसान की हालत पर किसी को भी दया नहीं आ रही है। इस साल मार्च और अप्रैल में हुई भारी बारिश व ओलावृष्टी ने रबी की फसलों को ही नष्ट नहीं किया बल्कि देश के कई घरों को तबाह कर के रख दिया। तबाह हुए इन घरों की संख्या का अंदाजा लगा पाना भी कोई आसान काम नहीं है। सर्वे बताते हैं कि उत्तर प्रदेश के 70 जिलों मे...